i hate how coffee turns into an addiction and how it keeps you up all night. how it burns and makes your heart beat fast. especially how it makes you crave for its rich and sweet promises of grains, milk and sugar. moments later, it puts you into a melancholic mood of coldness before you realize, it has consumed you before you should have consumed it. empty. hollow. bitter. then again... you crave for another cup. just like love.

Wednesday, February 20, 2013

thinking of you


Steini
Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

You said move on 
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you 
What you would do if
You were the one 
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy 
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in 
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you 
What you would do if
You were the one 
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you 
What you would do if
You were the one 
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes 
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through 
And bust in the door 
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...




Tuesday, November 13, 2007

WHAT I MISS ABOUT YOU

Missing the train every morning at 8:52,
Sipping coffee from the same cup as you.
The sharing of secrets we thought no one else knew,
That's what I miss about you.

The new way that love had made me see,
Your bashful grin when you asked if I would like your key.
The knowing way you used to caress me,
That's what I miss about you.

You stole in with your starry smile exciting me,
Driving with you in your new car, feeling free.
If it's true that love is blind, then I was blind willingly,
You made me feel we had a future, that could be and would be.
[ What I Miss About You lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]

The way you said I'd be no one on my own,
Your habit of soaking yourself in over-priced cologne.
The way you turned the light out when I knew you were home,
That's what I don't miss about you.

I bet you're using your weary magic like it's new,
Driving so fast with a new fool beside you.
Presumably believing she's the last of the lucky few,
I wonder if she knows she's being lied to like I do.

The way I only doubted myself when I was with you,
Like I was a fool for expecting something from life too.
Your skill of putting me down in-front of everyone we knew,
That's what I don't miss about you


Katie Melua

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

ONLY LOVE CAN BREAK A HEART

When you were young and on your own
How did it feel to be alone
I was always thinking of games that I was playing
Trying to make the best of my time.

But only love can break your heart
Try to be sure right from the start
Yes only love can break your heart
What if your world should fall apart.

I have a friend I've never seen
He hides his head inside a dream
Someone should call him and see if he can come out
Trying to lose the down that he's found.

But only love can break your heart
Try to be sure right from the start
Yes only love can break your heart
What if your world should fall apart.

I have a friend I've never seen
He hides his head inside a dream
Yes only love can break your heart
Yes only love can break your heart
Yes only love can break your heart
Yes only love can break your heart
Yes only love can break your heart.


Neil Young

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

YOU DONT BRING ME FLOWERS

You dont bring me flowers
You dont sing me love songs
You hardly talk to me anymore
When you come through that door at the end of the day...
I remember when you couldnt wait to love me
Used to hate to leave me
Now after loving me late at night
When its good for you, babe
And youre feeling all right
When you just roll over and turn out the light...
And you dont bring me flowers anymore
It used to be so natural
It used to be...
To talk about forever
Mmm...
But used-to-bes dont count anymore
They just lay on the floor
Till we sweep them away
And baby I remember all the things you taught me
I learned how to laugh and I learned how to cry
Well, I learned how to love and I learned how to lie
So you think I could learn how to tell you goodbye
So you think I could learn how to tell you goodbye
You dont bring me flowers any more...

Well, you think I could learn how to tell you goodbye...
cause you dont say you need me;
You dont sing me love songs;
You dont bring me flowers anymore...

Barbra Streisand

Sunday, December 31, 2006

MOONLIGHT LOVER

I awaken, lying in the moonlight
The waning moon makes me think of you
Who understands my desire, never to awaken?
Fearing that when I open my eyes
You will not be there

My love's heart sinks into the ocean
Lead me there to find it once again
Please love me ten thousand years qing ai wo
Love with your heart

[Love is a gift of moonlight]
[I await an angel's love letter]
[Tell me you love me] shuo ni ai wo
For love's sake, I wish to sink deep in sleep
Never to awaken

Does eternity exist?
It is my heart that cannot let go
North Star, lead me on my way
Don't hide, seek out my love

I love you, every night I wait for you wo ai ni
For love's sake, my heart sleeps in a sea of moonlight
Lonely me
Who knows of whom I am thinking?

[I shed my tears beneath the moonlight]
[I sink into sleep beneath the moonlight]
[Without regret] mei you hou hui
Waiting to be awakened by the kiss of my true love

[A night in my dreaming sleep]
[Is also a year in my memory]
[Tell me you love me] shuo ni ai wo
For love's sake, I wish to sink deep in sleep
Forever



Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon Theme Song

IRREPLACEABLE

I can have another you by tomorrow
You must not know 'bout me
You must not know 'bout me

Matter fact, he'll be here in a minute Baby
I could have another you in a minute
You must not know 'bout me
You must not know 'bout me

You're irreplaceable
Don't you ever for a second get to thinking

To the left, to the left
Everything you own in the box to the left
To the left, to the left
(Hmm)
To the left, to the left
To the left, to the left

Replacing you is so easy
(Truth of the matter is)
Cause the truth of the matter is
I won't lose a wink of sleep (A wink of sleep)
(I won
Baby, I won't shed a tear for you
Nothing at all to you (Nothing)
How about I'll be nothing (Nothing)
So since I'm not your everything
(Hook)

You're irreplaceable
Don't you ever for a second get to thinking
I can have another you by tomorrow
You must not know 'bout me
You must not know 'bout me

Matter fact, he'll be here in a minute (Baby)
I could have another you in a minute
You must not know 'bout me
You must not know 'bout me


You got me twisted
How I'll never ever find a man like you
Talking 'bout
How I'm such a fool
Standing in the front yard, telling me


Hurry up Before your taxi leaves
Baby, drop them keys
Rolling her around in the car that I bought you
Because you was untrue
What did you think I was putting you out for
(Oops) I bet you thought, that I didn't know
Call up that chick, and see if she
So go ahead and get gone


You're irreplaceable
Don't you ever for a second get to thinking
I can have another you by tomorrow
You must not know 'bout me
You must not know 'bout me

Matter fact, he'll be here in a minute (Baby)
I could have another you in a minute
You must not know 'bout me
You must not know 'bout me


You got me twisted
How I'll never ever find a man like you
Talking 'bout
How I'm such a fool
Standing in the front yard, telling me


Let me call you a cab
So go move your bags
And Its my name that
Could you walk and talk at the same time
And keep talking that mess That


Then please, don't touch(Don't touch)
Yes, if I bought it
In the closet Yes That's my stuff
Everything you own in the box to the left
To the left, to the left
(Hmm)
To the left, to the left
To the left, to the left
Don't you ever for a second get to thinking

(Baby, hey-yea)
You must not know 'bout me
You must not know 'bout me
I could have another you in a minute
Matter fact, he'll be here in a minute

You must not know 'bout me
You must not know 'bout me
(You can pack all your bags, we're finished
Cause you made your bed, now lay in it)
I could have another you by tomorrow
Don't you ever for a second get to thinking
You're irreplaceable

Beyonce Knowles

Thursday, December 28, 2006

QUIT PLAYING GAMES WITH MY HEART

Even in my heart I see
You're not being true to me
Deep within my soul
I feel, nothings like it used to be
Sometimes I wish I could
Turn back time
Impossible as that may seem
But I wish I could
Baby, quit playin games with my heart

Quit playin' Games with my heart
Before you tear us apart
I should have known from the start
Before you got in my heart

I live my life the way
To keep you coming back to me
Everything I do, is for you
So what is is that you can't see
Sometimes I wish I could
Turn back time, impossible as it may seem,
But I wish I could
Baby, you better quit playin games with my heart

Quit playin games
Baby, baby the love that we had was so strong
Don't leave me hanging here forever
Oh baby, baby this is not a lie,
Lets stop this tonight


Backstreet Boys

Wednesday, December 27, 2006

ALWAYS SOMETHING THERE TO REMIND ME

I walk along the city streets you used to walk along with me
and every step I take reminds me of just how we used to be
Well, how can I forget you, girl?

When there is allways something there to remind me.
always something there to remind me.

As shadows fall, I pass a small cafe where we would dance at night
And I can't help recalling how it how it felt to kiss and hold you tight

Well, how can I forget you, girl?

When there is allways something there to remind me
always something there to remind me
I was born to love her, and I'll never be free
You'll always be a part of me

If you should find you miss the sweet and tender love we used to share
Just go back to the places where we used to go, and I'll be there

Well, how can I forget you, girl?

When there is allways something there to remind me
always something there to remind me
I was born to love her, and I'll never be free
You'll always be a part of me


Naked Eyes

OPERATOR

Operator, well could you help me place this call?
See, the number on the matchbook is old and faded
She's living in L. A. with my best old ex-friend Ray
A guy she said she knew well and sometimes hated

Isn't that the way they say it goes?
Well, let's forget all that
And give me the number if you can find it
So I can call just to tell 'em I’m fine and to show
I've overcome the blow, I’ve learned to take it well
I only wish my words could just convince myself
That it just wasn't real
But that's not the way it feels

Operator, could you help me place this call?
Well, I can't read the number that you just gave me
There's something in my eyes, you know it happens every time
I think about a love that I thought would save me

Isn't that the way they say it goes?
Well, let's forget all that
And give me the number if you can find it
So I can call just to tell 'em I’m fine and to show
I've overcome the blow, I’ve learned to take it well
I only wish my words could just convince myself
That it just wasn't real
But that's not the way it feels

No No No No... That's not the way it feels

Operator, let's forget about this call
You see there's no one there, ah, I really wanted to talk to
Thank you for your time, ah, you've been so much more than kind
And you can keep the dime

Isn't that the way they say it goes?
Well, let's forget all that
And give me the number if you can find it
So I can call just to tell 'em I’m fine and to show
I've overcome the blow, I’ve learned to take it well
I only wish my words could just convince myself
That it just wasn't real
But that's not the way it feels

Jim Croce