i hate how coffee turns into an addiction and how it keeps you up all night. how it burns and makes your heart beat fast. especially how it makes you crave for its rich and sweet promises of grains, milk and sugar. moments later, it puts you into a melancholic mood of coldness before you realize, it has consumed you before you should have consumed it. empty. hollow. bitter. then again... you crave for another cup. just like love.

Wednesday, November 30, 2005

WITHOUT YOU

Never even thought to cry when
I heard you say good-bye
Never said where you were going
There's no laughter in the air
Only silence everywhere
And so much left unspoken

Since you've been gone
I haven't been the same
I wish that I could see
Who's to blame

Without you, where do I belong?
Without you, how can I go on?
No love but yours will ever do
Tell me how am I supposed to live my life without you

Was I lost in you and me
To the point I couldn't see
That what we had was dying
Now it's all that I can do
To see photographs of you
And stop myself from cryin'

I should learn to live without you love
Got so many memories but it's not enough

I feel helpless and oh so all alone
Like I've never felt before
You made me feel alive
But I don't remember what it's like anymore


Samantha Cole

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

ALMOST OVER YOU

I saw an old friend of ours today
she asked about you
I didn't quite know what to say
heard you've been making
the rounds'round here
while i've been trying to make tears disappear......

Now i'm almost over you
i've almost shook these blues
so when you come back around
after painting the town, you'll see
i'm almost over you........

You're such a sly one with your cold, cold heart
maybe leaving came easy
but it tore me apart
time heals all wounds, they say
and I should know
'cause it seems like forever
but i'm letting you go.....

I can forgive you and soon i'll forget
all those shattered dreams
although you've left me with nothing to show
full of misery....

Now i'm almost over you
i've almost shook these blues
so when you come back around
after painting the town, you'll see
i'm almost over you.......

Sheena Easton

Saturday, November 19, 2005

I'LL NEVER GET OVER YOU (GETTING OVER ME)

I hear you're taking the town again
Havin' a good time with all your good-time friends
I don't think that you think of me
You're on your own now, and I'm alone and free

I know that I should get on with my life
But a life lived without you could never be right

As long as the stars shine down from the heavens,
Long as the rivers run to the sea,
I'll never get over you getting over me

I try to smile so the hurt won't show
Tell everybody I was glad to see you go
But the tears just won't go away (won't go away)
Loneliness found me, looks like it's here to stay

I know that I oughta find someone new
But all I find is myself always thinking of you

Oh, no matter what I do,
Each night's a lifetime to live through
I can't go on like this
I need your touch
You're the only one I've ever loved

Bellefire version

Friday, November 18, 2005

LAST KISS

Where, oh where, can my baby be?
the lord took him away fromMe.
he’s gone to heaven, so I’ve got to be good.
so I can see my baby when i
Leave this world.

We were out on a date in my daddy’s car.
we hadn’t driven very far. there in
The road, straight ahead.
a car was stalled, the engine was dead.

I couldn’t stop, so I swerved to the right.
I’ll never forget the sound thatNight.
the screamin tires, the bustin glass.
the painful scream that I heardLast.

When I woke up the rain was pourin down.
there were people standin all around.
Something warm flowing through my eyes.
but somehow I found my baby that night.

I lifted his head, he looked at me and said.
hold me darling, just a littleWhile.
I held him close, I kissed him our last kiss.
I found the love that iKnew I had missed.
Well now he’s gone. even though I hold him tight.
I lost my love, my life,That night.

Oh where, oh where, can my baby be?
the lord took him away from me.
he’s goneTo heaven, so I’ve got to be good.
so I can see my baby when I leave thisWorld.

LOL.

Pearl Jam

Thursday, November 17, 2005

FIRST LOVE

Once in a while
You are in my mind
I think about the days that we had
And i dream that these would all come back to me
If only you knew every moment in time
Nothing goes on in my heart
Just like your memories
How I want here to be with you
Once more

You will always gonna be the one
And you should know
How I wish I could have never let you go
Come into my life again
Oh, don't say no
You will always gonna be the one in my life
So true, I believe i can never find
Somebody like you my first love

Once in awhile
Your are in my dreams
I can feel the your warm embrace
And I pray that it will all come back to me
If only you knew every moment in time
Nothing goes on in my heart
Just like your memories
And how I want here to be with you
Once more

Saigo no kisu wa
Tabako no flavor ga shita
Nigakute setsunai kaori

Ashita no imagoro niwa
Anata wa doki ni irun darou
Dare wo omotterun darou

You are always gonna be my love
Itsuka dareka to mata koi ni ochitemo
I'll remember to love
You taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
Ima wa mada kanashii love song
Atarashii uta utaeru made

Tachidomaru jikan ga
Ugokidasou to shiteru
Wasuretakunai koto bakari

Ashita no imagoro niwa
Watashi wa kitto naiteru
Anata wo omotterun darou

Utada Hikaru