i hate how coffee turns into an addiction and how it keeps you up all night. how it burns and makes your heart beat fast. especially how it makes you crave for its rich and sweet promises of grains, milk and sugar. moments later, it puts you into a melancholic mood of coldness before you realize, it has consumed you before you should have consumed it. empty. hollow. bitter. then again... you crave for another cup. just like love.

Saturday, April 29, 2006

INSENSITIVE

How do you cool your lips, after a summer's kiss?
How do you rid the sweat, after the body's bliss?
How do you turn your eyes, from the romantic glare?
How do you block the sound of a voice
You'd know anywhere?

Oh I really should've known
By the time you drove me home
By the vagueness in your eyes, your casual goodbyes
By the chill in your embrace
The expression on your face told me
Maybe you might have some advice to give
On how to be insensitive, insensitive, insensitive

How do you numb your skin, after the warmest touch?
How do you slow your blood, after the body rush?
How do you free your soul, after you've found a friend?
How do you teach your heart it's a crime to fall in love again?

Oh you probably won't remember me
It's probably ancient history
I'm one of the chosen few
Who went ahead and fell for you
I'm out of vogue, I'm out of touch I Fell too fast, I feel too much
I thought that you might have some advice to give
How to be insensitive

Oh I really should've known
By the time you drove me home
By the vagueness in your eyes, your casual goodbyes
By the chill in your embrace
The expression on your face told me
Maybe you might have some advice to give
On how to be insensitive

Jan Arden

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

CAN'T WE TRY

I see your face cloud over like a little girl
Your eyes have lost their shine
You whisper something softly I'm not meant to hear
Baby tell me what's on your mind

I don't care what people say about the two of us from different worlds
I love you so much that it hurts inside
Are you listening
Please listen to me girl

Can't we try just a little bit harder
Can't we give just a little bit more
Can't we try to understand that it's love we're fighting for
Can't we try just a little more passion
Can't we try just a little less pride
I love you so much baby that it tears me up inside

I hear you on the telephone with god knows who
Spilling out your heart for free
Everyone needs someone they can talk to
girl that someone should be me

So many times I've tried to tell you
You just turn away (how did I know)
My life is changing so fast now
Leaves me lonely and afraid (don't be afraid)

Don't let our love fade away (don't let our love fade away)
No matter what people say (no matter no matter what they say)
I need you more and more each day (don't let our love fade away)
No matter what people say (dont matter no matter what they say)

Love you so much baby tears me up inside (it tears me up inside)

Dan Hill

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

SO SICK

Gotta change my answering machine
Now that I'm alone
Cuz right now it says that we
Can't come to the phone
And I know it makes no sense
Cuz you walked out the door
But it's the only way I hear your voice anymore
it's ridiculous)

It's been months
And for some reason
I just(can't get over us)
And I'm stronger than this(enough is enough)
No more walkin round
With my head down
I'm so over being blue
Cryin over you

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

Gotta fix that calender I have
That's marked July 15th
Because since there's no more you
There's no more anniversary
I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memory
And how every song reminds me
Of what used to be

(Leave me alone)Leave me alone
(Stupid love songs)
Dont make me think about her smile
Or having my first childI'm letting go
Turning off the radio

Cuz I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?(why can't I turn off the radio?)

Ne Yo